Lonely Girl

Lights off, just laying on your bed,
you start thinking about him & all the words left unsaid.
You start to cry, you feel the pain.
You look outside, here comes the rain.
What aweful weather to match your wounded heart.
You replay the old memories of him from the beginning; you press start.
It was perfect,
he was worth it.
He made you rise then watched you fall.
You'd talk for hours, he'd send you flowers, then one day he'd never call.
Your friends would tell you he was lying.
Then late at night you'd end up crying.
How he cheated, you'll never know.
Now you're in your room trying to let him go.
You tear off the pictures & burn the letters.
Why would you keep them if you're not together?
Your puffy eyes and headache won't go away.
You've been like this for hours, will you be ok?
And just as you're about to forget him.
You feel your heart beat, pounding from within.
When you gave him your heart, you thought he'd cry joy.
Never would have guessed it's something he'd destroy.
You'll cry by myself, you'll be ok.
Too bad in your mind that boy shall stay.
 For even though he did you wrong,
you still think about him through every love song.
And as it pours, so do your eyes.
Maybe one day, they will be dry.
But for now, your beds the only place in the world,
for you to ache as a broken hearted, lonely girl.